coffee and raisin bran

simplistic in its own way. thats what i want my life to be. no drama, no anything. i dont want to remember what my life was. i want to remember it right before i met my ex husband. oh yes the ex. he's going to get married soon, even posted it up on his status on myspace. i wonder why. i'd like to think that he did it just for me and yet... after everything, i dont think so. i dont think he thinks about me or anything he ever did to me. i dont even think i am a memory to him. which is fine. i just wish i could do the same for him. what i really want to do is sit him down, touch his face, and have him tell me everything that he had ever felt. actually i really dont, i really dont give a fuck.