Friday, May 8, 2009

potluck.

sooooo i haven't talked to bryan all afternoon. he didn't even text me back last night and i thought that was pretty lame, but he said good morning to me first and told me he was watching me play. i'm trying not to be so hung up on him.. i'm trying to realize that he is not good for me, and i dont need him in my life to be happy.
we had a huge potluck today. i felt so freaking guilty about eating, i threw up twice. i dont know if anything can help me at this point. i wonder if i'm going to just break one day.
i wonder what would happen if one day i was just gone. i really dont think anyone would care.

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